July 2011
2 posts
Who am I?
That mexican with the emo haircut who straightens his hair The one who plays bass and guitar Who writes music or poetry like this The one who keeps to himself
I’m the one who cut and quit The one who smoked and quit Who drank and quit For his passions and his love
I’m the one who found God and the Devil and realized they were the same. Who hated the world and the people in it Who...
“What can I say about myself… I can say I’m the hyper kid. The dork!...”
– Derek Steven DeWalt Martinez
June 2011
1 post
“There’s too much to explain
I don’t feel like one person anymore
I...”
– Derek DeWalt Martinez June 26, 2011~
May 2011
2 posts
A sudden goodbye, a distant hello
You came into my life so quietly I went to you in pain Your arms were open and held A heart so weak and made it strong The eyes of an artist were struck By your grace My pen found a new feeling Once was dead and now revived I tasted a love forbidden to all While you feared the worst My heart had fell We grew apart Once more we were found To eachother and close again No more was there pain Only joy...
April 2011
1 post
The pages finally open
My book is closed and locked away Enough to let others laugh with me Yet not ever become close Though somehow you still read me A smile from ear to ear A heartbeat growing in pace Sincerety blossoms with each word Spoken between the two A closed book read so easily By one mysterious beauty Where did she come from A question on high A passing moment alone is dreded A feeling unknown until meeting...
March 2011
1 post
If you're dangerous then call me lethal
You see right through me and I can’t even see your face You hide behind it all and keep me at a distance How am I supposed to reach someone so far away If you don’t want me here then why don’t I just go
You say there’s venom in my viens well I see poison on your lips and I’ve found your cure. So what will you tell me now that I’m the only one that can kill...
February 2011
1 post
The worst thing I've written about an ex (She...
Come on baby take it off again You know you really want to cause I’m already in you The betrayal between your legs has left me anxious Your nails have sunken deep my teeth have all but torn into your…. AHHHHHH
When I push you scream, when I call your name I hope you know I don’t love you it’s just too good. It’s just too damn fucking good
It doesn’t matter...
January 2011
2 posts
“A lonely little crow sitting in his nest
All by himself from a firery night...”
– Derek Martinez 2009 July 20th
A Wonderful Night
In the night with so little time
Words exchanged would cause cheeks to color
Dreams and thoughts to hold to be held
Would conqure thier hearts and minds
A lonesome bedside would make a night seem so long
Though the thought of her voice will help him slumber
As the thought of his will make her giggle
Dreams of a kiss will follow them as their eyes close at night
Now they will wake and in...
December 2010
1 post
And you thought sex was intence
Temptaion spills from your eyes A lust has captured us in the moment We breathe together with our fingers laced A sudden sickness follows soon Sweat rolls down the back of our necks We get closer and closer without realizing it Whispers escape our lips but aren’t heard As everything other than the moment seem pointless All sounds drown out All scents in the air are gone Only our motions...
September 2010
1 post
“When it’s time and it will come, I shall not need one word to say to those...”
– Derek Martinez 2010 June 4
August 2010
1 post
“The past the past is all it ever was and is. There’s no denying what had...”
– Derek Martinez August 22, 2010
May 2010
4 posts
“You know before I got laid I had never really wanted sex. Now I’m not a...”
– Derek Martinez
“WIth closed eyes I can see more in people than others can see with opened eyes”
– Derek Steven DeWalt Martinez
“So many people spend their whole lives searching for their reason to live, when...”
– Derek Steven DeWalt Martinez
“The only reason we can smile and enjoy anything is because of pain. We suffer...”
– Derek Steven DeWalt Martinez
April 2010
7 posts
“A weak child can throw his fists and hurt someone to get his way, but only a man...”
– Travis Horucon
“People often think of respecting someone as treating them well. Although respect...”
– Travis Horucon
“Age does not ask for respect, it demands pity.”
– Charles Horucon R.I.P.
“Let’s bloom flowers of attempted suicide”
– Dir En Grey
The tragic flower, the tragic beauty
A black rose of bloodred thorns Such a hideous sight One that shows only endings One that only shows suffering As it grows it grows thorns Each with the blood of one once loved Each from one that was befriended And with each the rose would grow
The horrific and beautiful flower Who’s peddals only will bloom with suffering Suffering that comes from a dark medolic lulliby It’s life...
An ending... A beginning (Story of a friend)
A timeless victim A nameless killer Is this truely the story Only a martyer could tell
Through simplistic dreams Fell as a white rose withered Due to desires of oblivion A painless existence of a void A thorn grew onto a black rose As a silioquey played for renual New lives would be forged And endings would begin
Such a thought a memory Bringing thoughts to a mind One unheard and unseen Now come...
My question
What brings me life What takes it An angel graceful as the sea Or a reaper of souls
What is creation without distruction What is life without death Is there a purpose is there reason Can a hope find meaning with closed eyes Do dreams fall and fade with tears How can we hold onto them why do we hold onto them Will any of it matter once the crimson stream is drained When one is dressed in a...
January 2010
1 post
A Question
There is something coming
Always has it been drawing near
For some to soon
For others too late
It can be a good thing
Or it maybe tragic
It Depends on who is to ask
And who is to recieve
Some will orn the occasion
Others will rejoice in celebration
With candles maybe
Or even just a song
Family will gather
Friends will gather
Some will cry while others deny
A few will simply smile in...
August 2009
12 posts
Falling petals
Different things can happen as a rose dies
For when a rose pedal falls it can go directly to the ground
Winds could carry it to place to place
And so many things could happen as a rose petal
Time passes and people could be born
Another person could die
One could say that it’s an omen
One could say it’s a sign
Precious memories could be made
Horrid nightmares could be forged
...
....
Uncertenty is a beautyful thing
Many see it as an ugly thing
Many vew it as the worst
Most see it as an ending
Uncertenty brings suspence
It can make someone think
It keeps them on there toes
For the best or the worst
Making some go insain
Some from fear
Some from doubt
Others from Guilt
Uncertenty prepares you for the worst
Prepares you for the best
Makes you happy to hear any...
“If life wasn’t hard there wouldn’t be a point in living, it’d...”
– Derek Martinez~ August 1st 2009
“People will never know true beauty until they first realize that they themselves...”
– Charels Horucon~ June 27 2004
“Some of our darkest memories will haunt us forever. In our dreams in our...”
– Travis Horucon~ January 23rd 2004
Raves
Hearing the beat
Watching the lights
Feeling another
Ignoring the sweet
Dancing to the beat
Forgeting everything around
Whether it’s by yourself
Whether it’s with another
The colors reflect the mood
So bright in such a dark place
The colors reflect the mood
Showing how bright a rave really is
“Remember that I help others not because I’m obligated, but because it is...”
– Travis Horucon~ June 1st 2004
“Don’t do anything I wouldn’t do. So do me a favor and do everything!”
– Travis Horucon~ 2004 February 5th
“Sometimes it’s better to let darkness take over for a while so that way...”
– Travis Horucon~ 2003 September 21st
“One day I shall die but not before unknowingly saving countless others from an...”
– Derek Martinez~ August 1st 2009
“There is truely no such thing as exacting revenge for if one dameges another...”
– ~Derek Martinez
Waking from seeing my dream girl (was she real)
A gentle breeze hits my face Waking me from my sleep I open my eyes something is blocking the sun What is this figure this shape
For a second I can only see a beautiful blurr It’s a person a girl but who are you Standing above me making even shadows look graceful Who are you
Blond hair falls from her back hitting my face She stands back a bit holding out a hand A smile on her face and two...
July 2009
2 posts
“One does not know what it is they truly desire until it is too late to grasp it...”
– Derek Steven DeWalt Martinez~
Broken hearted
Do you know that feeling The one when it all goes dull Nothing seems graceful Nothing seems real A feeling where wind is void Where waves don’t crash Birds don’t sing And stars don’t shine When all the colors dull And all the sounds mute Your skin is numb Your brain is dead The feeling one should never have When it all becomes clear Their heart is broken And for a time death is...
June 2009
12 posts
“Just remember man’s greatest question…Can you fuck it!”
– Scott Zinn
The life time of a rose and even a human
A rose grows from the water and sun While growing it finds many things Things that hurt and things that shine So many different things
As the rose grows it grows thorns Thorns that show signs of pain That can show that it can hurt A sign that there is sadness
But eventually it grows and blossoms It forms into something completely beautiful Showing what it’s true side is And showing the...
“In time of memories we remember all you’ve given us and what we wish we...”
– Derek Steven DeWalt Martinez~
Times toll a flower and a person
A flower blooms in the sun A person blooms in the night Even from the smallest bits of light They grow every second
As the sun sets as the moon rises Both the flower and the person grows And as the grow they become brighter They become beautiful in their own way
The flower and the person share their growth As well as times toll The flower will decay and the person will decay Time takes them as...
“I feel sorry for the person who finds every great sound on a guitar. Because...”
– Derek Steven DeWalt Martinez~
“I am not kind nor am I mean I’m just honest. If you are something to be...”
– Derek Steven DeWalt Martinez~
“Change is inevitable except from a vending machine”
– Ethan Gensler
“If I had kids when we were financially ready then I still wouldn’t have...”
– Grandpa Martinez~
“Sometimes it’s best not to ask a question when you’re affraid of the...”
– Derek~
The beauty of Roses
A rose is something so simple but yet so much more For it is something of a symble of balance And even one rose can show the truth About everyone and everything
A rose is beautiful and delicate It shows the beauty of life It’s the side of peace and light This is what the pedals show
But if you grip the rose to hard You see the other side The thorns that bring pain To show the hardship and...
Time
As time goes by things always change The wind grows warmer to colder The animals come and go Dawn turns to dusk and dusk to dawn
Each new moment brings about each new thing Maybe just a wimper or maybe a treasure And with each second a someone dies and another lives Some of tragidy and some with happyness
With all that changes from time Nothing can stay the same Change is inevidable From Stone...